okaaay, so i secretly started another blog. seeing as how it's been about two years since i've blogged, i thought i deserved another one, right? anyhow, if you're reading this then it's no longer a secret. just a place to lay out a few thoughts.
baby makes four. i'm going to be a mommy again! i was shocked to see the positive test at the lakehouse on our vacation. this time it's different, though: now that i know what it's like to have a child, the ambivalence i felt with the first few weeks of my first pregnancy is nonexistent. i know what it is to love a child! a great one! and i am so unendingly excited about loving another one. i am somewhat intimidated by the thought of having more than one, but i haven't been thinking much on it.... yet.
i told max that there was a baby in my tummy. so now he keeps pulling up his shirt and saying, "baby? baby?" hehe, he thinks there's a baby in his tummy too! it's pretty cute. i told him, "no, only in mommy's tummy," but i don't think he got it. LOL!
anyway, this is really rambly and i mainly wanted to write something so that my blog didn't look so naked anymore.
over and out
dandy-lion
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